A Time I wish I’d Forget

I once found solice in your pages
People took it, tore it to shreds with hateful words, and looks of disapproval
Every threat of hell and glances of shame
I stepped away,
crying out in pain
I fought my way to a family that would love me despite the one that hurt me
Yet days go by
I miss you still
And I wish that you were near
Or better yet the feeling of inclusion your words once brought. The love I felt for just a brief. Brief moment in time. All taken away by hate they can’t seem to even see.
They are blinded by their so called god and I’m blinded by my pain
The trauma that they caused.
You forgot you called me family even as I mourn the loss
But one things almost certain Satan will see us both in hell.